IM FAT.

ME -.-

108lbs. BMI 16.6. 

bad weekend :/

So i fasted from tuesday through til thursday night which was good (: but when i got weighed i had only lost a pound :/ which was shit for me but my counsellor was all annoyed cause i've lost 3lbs since my last weigh in. He said if ive lost before my next weigh in (2 weeks) he's going to stop me dancing -.- great.
But i'm fasting again anyway, started this morning and hopefully i'll get to wednesday/thursday but it depends on whether my mum or dad make me eat or if i'm about to faint i'll eat something. hopefully i'll be okay though (:

fasting :D

i'm fasting today. I fasted all of saturday and felt amazing for it but then on sunday after a fight with my mum about the fact i wouldn't eat, i left home. She told me not to bother coming back so i went to a friends house until my Dad came and got me and took me to his house, then made me eat -.- grr. Anyway yesterday was really bad cause i eventually came home and ended up eating :/ so i'm making up for it by fasting today and tomorrow :) wish me luck! 
Plus i lost a pound. 
CW: 109
BMI: 16.7.. 
^still obese but not so terrible.

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'Don't be afraid of the shadows, it only means there's a light near by'

I love that quote (: i think it's my favourite. Some other ones i like include:

'You were given this life because you're strong enough to live it' 

'There is nothing more important than being Free, once you find Freedom you will fly'

had a pretty crap day today, went to the clinic and had to be weighed :( then had yet another blood test to see how my bones and organs are, and my glucose levels but they'll be really low as usual -.- then Mark will know i'm not eating :/ on a plus side ive only had 120 calories today :D yay me.

<3