100, 98, 93, 88..

yes, they are my goal weights. 

5'7 
cw: 110lbs
lw: 102lbs
gw: 100, 98, 93, 88.. it will never end. It started at 100 but being 10lbs away scares me! when i get there what will i have? nothing. so i lower it and lower it until i simply cannot continue. 


I soubt i'll ever actually get to any of my goal weights, i am 'recovering' i have an eating disorder assessment (again) on thursday to see what treatment i'll receive this time. yes i was in recovery before, i was in hospital and then i was shipped off to a bloody clinic! complete waste of the tax payers money, i got out and restricted that very day. so here i am. 

I have had a terrible day today and i will make up for it tomorrow! 
meal plan for the rest of the week :) 
Tuesday: 
breakfast- one cup black coffee.
lunch- one can of diet coke.
dinner- new potatoes (200)
Wednesday:
breakfast- one cup black coffee and a slice of toast (50)
lunch- soup (100)
dinner- one veggie quarter pounder and salad (200)
Thursday:
breakfast- one cup black coffee and a slice of toast (50)
lunch- sandwich (100)
dinner- pasta (300)
Friday: 
breakfast- nothing.
lunch- nothing.
dinner- jacket potato with beans (230)


I MUST STICK TO IT!!!

i usually eat under 600 calories per day, it used to be under 300 but my mum found out and now i am force-fed 3 meals a day -.- i dance 5 times a week so i do burn a lot but its still not enough..