'No matter where you RUN, you're only gonna end up running into YOURSELF' - Audrey Hepburn <333Yes miss Hepburn, you are correct. I believe in this quote 100%! i mean, if you run forever you'll still just end up having to face the facts whenever you get where you're running to right? well i've realised today that i have to face the facts and understand that my life will always just be completely shit forever. I've had the crappiest day ever, my life is over and im dreading school tomorrow. my life is such a waste, it should've been given to someone more deserving -.-
I spend so much time trying to make everyone else happy that i cant ever focus on myself. i eat to please my mum, i talk to please my friends. everything i do is always for someone else but im not doing it anymore. I refuse. I am going to live my life how i want to and not give a shit about whatever anyone else thinks (:
Today i ate 557 calories. too much -.- but i burned off 250 so i guess its not too terrible right?
well im off to sleep now.. correction: lie in my bed crying until the sun starts to rise, finally doze off only to hear my alarm going off. wow my life is so pointless and worthless. Kill me now. please?
I'm sorry you're having a hard time. Are you in treatment? Is that why things are so difficult? You should do something just for yourself, like get your nails done or go to see a movie by yourself.
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im currently supposed to be recovering but i dont actually go to the clinic until New Years so its just a really hard time at the moment :/ aw yeah thanks i will :D xxxx
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